When everything breaks up

April 9, 2020
Painting during the first corona days and weeks

In our common corona situation I didn’t feel the fear of dying or getting sick. But the Angst and panic all around the earth triggered my old fears of being excluded and declined and not being loved as who I am. And with this or as a result came my old fear of closeness. The fear of being rejected, I handled by rejecting…

I learned to accept this fears and even take them as a drive. When I let go of this fears, I can surrender to the changes. Thank you corona I learned more about myself. (9. april 2020)

“Transformation of Panic” (oil on selfmade canvas) has been painted during our first corona weeks. It is available for you.